I feel like a lazy bum. I never got dressed today, just been lounging around in my p.j.s doing nothing all day. I actually even took a 3-hour nap that I definitely didn't need, but it was nice. After finding out the place I want to have my wedding is booked every Saturday in October, I just gave up on everything. Now I think I'm having a breakdown. The house is a mess, the cat's litter pan stinks, and I just don't want to do anything. In fact, I don't even feel like writing anymore.