It's odd... I'm odd...

Most people, when they're young, think they're invincible, indestructable, that nothing can hurt them.

I always expected to get hurt when I was younger. I guess I still do, but now I know that I can make it through something. I used to think the world was going to end if something bad happened to me. Then bad things started happening all the time... well, I thought they were bad things then. Of course, I know now that there were much worse things that could have happened to me than getting screwed over by guys over and over again. But the world never ended for me, and it didn't end for my mom when Sam died, and I feel stronger than I used to be. Not invincible or indestructable, but... resilient, I guess.

It's odd... I'm odd...

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